in deep crap

have a secret that you tell all your closest friends?

except you keep that specific secret from that specific person?

so you like this girl--forking in love--and you want to get close.

BUT let's face it--

you are no where near alike.

you have absolutely nothing in common.

she doesn't notice your small acts of caring--heck, she doesn't even notice you.

she likes someone else:(

your parents will disown you.

the world is going to end if you actually succeed.

nonetheless, you try to make her interested.

you're naturally shy, but you'd do anything to make her feel the same way about you.

what better way to keep her interested?

you try to strike up a conversation.

you think about something to talk about, but things end up getting awkward.

you start to panic--don't know what to say, don't know what to do.

and BAM, you have this brilliant idea.

"why don't i tell her about my secret? at least a part of it."

"i'm going to tell her that i'm liking 'someone'"

it's the perfect topic that will get her curious AND keep her close.

so you start telling this girl that your liking someone, just so you could start up a conversation.

so your master plan starts off smooth.

it's actually going great.

you text each other nonstop.

you messenger each other nonstop.

your conversations branches out.

you talk a little about you.

she talks a little about her.

you're practically best friends.

but eventually the simple question pops up.

"so who's this someone you were talking about?"

you insist that it's a secret, but everybody else knows--of course, except her...

number 1, your "relationship" is like a virtual pyramid held up by virtual blocks and constructed by virtual people. and it stays virtual.

number 2, don't hesitate to cry...ALONE, never in public if this is the scenario--it should be forever alone. remember the meme: FOREVER ALONE.

number 3, if your reached this line, chances are, you can't do this alone. you have friends, talk to them:D

a lot of it, i didn't experience myself, but "number 3" is very dear. i asked help from friends to hear me out and give me advice because you'd be ignorant to a lot of things that you do. you would want another person to tell you how crazy you're acting.

friends are <3. treasure them, and love them back the way they loved you.

what an emo post